What I used to be

It's strange how quickly things can change.
How suddenly, how sincerely. It feels like just yesterday I was that little girl. When I was little, I had curly blond hair in locks and vividly blue eyes. Seriously, they weren't sky blue, they were like deep sea blue. I liked bears and flowers, I used to pretend when my father was gone he would come to me like mufasa did to simba and tell me stuff like that. I'd recite lines from the lion king and pretend that I was a princess. I would talk to my sea monkeys and run with my dog. Once I kept jumping off a plastic picnic table to see if I could fly. I believed in fairy tales and coconut milk. I loved fables and I supported everyone in my family. I used to pretend I was Robin Hood's daughter and dress up and take a nerf archery set and go out and explore. When I swam at my grandparent's camp I would pretend I was a mermaid, lost from my homeseas. I loved lions and kitties and the color blue. I looked up tp my elders and loved to talk with old men (because they reminded me of turtels, I liked turtels). I spent hours inside my dog's doghouse with her when it was cold and believed the stories and lies my father wrought. I played the zilaphone and jumped rope by myself when I was lonely and played with my brother and sister when I wasn't. I believed with all my heart that santa clause would make me his head elf someday and would whisk me away to take care of the reindeer. I wanted to be a reindeer too. I have changed much...yes very much. It's like I'm a whole different person, really. I have darker hair and green eyes. I don't believe in fairy tales and I don't believe in santa. I know I can't be robin hood's daughter and I am certinly not a mermaid. I don't believe my father's bullcrap and I don't think I can fly. But I still do talk to inanimate objects and animals, and I like cats. But I don't really look up to elders anymore, I rather dibate intensly against them((rebel)). I have stronger views and I certinly am not HALF as cute as I was then. I looked sooooooo adorable. Really, I was. So young and innocent with anime-like eyes. I wish I was still that cute. Now I'm just an ugly teenager without a life. *sigh* but thats alright. Life's like that I suppose. I also had A LOT of friends when I was little. Now.......not so much. But the ones I do have are worth it in abundance. ^ ^ Oh YEAH! back then in like 1st through 6th grade I was popular too. I definately lost all of that. Not so social as I was back then, I guess. But, One fact still remains the same. I still love mushrooms and turtles. ^ ^ and funny old men who remind me of turtles. SOCRATES SAYS: mushrooms rule.

~Sincerly Socrates